The spot light

I hate being in the spot light.  I'm at my best when I'm at the back, in the dark.  I don't like light.  I prefer doing my job without people making a big fuss about it.  That's probably why I fail my potential in tournaments.  On a normal day, I do pretty well.  In a tournament, there are people looking at you.  Kinda irritates me.

There's probably only one person in this world whose attention I'd like.  And I never seem to get even an ounce of attention from that one person.  Irony, eh?